|Posted by: magical||Posts: 1 - Joined: Sun Mar 5th, 2017 08:46 pm|
I've only just found this site and it looks exactly what i need. On saturday morning i had my lovely mollycat put to sleep. I'm utterly heartbroken.
Originally it was thought she had cat flu but she didn't get better.I nursed her for two weeks prior has she could barely walk. It turns out she most probably had kidney cancer.
She would of been 13 next month so had a very good life.She has a sister mia and they were best friends. Molly was my companion as i spend alot of time at home due to illness. She had a shorter tail as her brother bit the end off when she was a baby.
She would 'talk' alday.If you called her name she would chirp. My cats would be waiting outside my bedroom door when i woke from a nap.They always seemed to know. Molly loved tummy tickles or any fuss actually. We would watch casualty together.
She was also very lazy and would happily sit on the radiator all day.
She was my loyal best friend.I now have mia and we are abit lost at the moment. I've always had two cats and mia was the independent one and molly was a fat lap cat who would lick you haha .
part of me is regretting being there when molly was put to sleep but she needed me. She fought to the bitter end and was wagging her tail.Yes she had her wires crossed and always wagged her tail like a dog.
mia and i have now survived over 24 hours without molly and its been terribly hard.The house is so quiet.I hate to think of molly in the garden alone.I try to think shes in a little house with a warm fire.Stupid i know.
How do i carry on withput my baby girl
sorry ive wrote an essay x